No, not for food and sustenance. Hungry for life, for living, for something beyond the mundane. Always have been, and I get little glimpses here and there but then life has a way of falling back into a rhythm and the mundane cycle of day to day schedules. Depression pops up and kicks my ass … Continue reading Hungry & Frustrated
It's been awhile and I'm glad you are still here despite the time away. So much has happened this last year but I'm focusing on the future now, no looking back. What's done is done and over with and now we're in a better place. Richard and I just celebrated our one year anniversary, and … Continue reading Hello Again
I have been growing a friendship with a man I met in the beginning of June. We met during a week of camping in Utah. We hit it off right away and had a blast. Ever since that week, we have spoken every day and now that friendship is building into something more. If all … Continue reading Starting something new.
Your daughter, who is now 8, has never met you, never heard your voice, doesn't even know you, wished you dead today. She said she wished you were dead so she didn't have to worry that you would ever show up. She needed assurance that only death could give. She wanted to know she was … Continue reading She wished you dead today
It's been a long time since we saw each other, and I think about you all the time. Whenever I drive around town I think about the moments we shared and the great times before everything was lost. I wish you had been the person I thought you were, we could have been epic, we … Continue reading Wishing You Were Here